Loving the baby I have, but wanting the other to come on out!!

I have found that in the last few weeks, while Jake has been taking large strides into toddlerhood, I have throroughly been enjoying him.  He IS still my baby...at least until Mister Will decides he wants to meet us all!  Jake has really stole my heart...just his cute little expressions, his little voice, his mass of curls...*sigh*.  I will miss these days for sure, when it was just the two kiddos -- one parent to one kid -- but I know that Will is truly God's will...so I am more than happy to have him in our family...if he ever decides to come!  I don't know why I've become so impatient with this pregnancy --probably because I don't have full time work to distract me...and I've known that I was pregnant since 4 weeks...so I'm ready to cuddle my little guy already!! Until then, I'll keep making tickle sessions, sand box messes and toddler wrangling my passion :)